&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
ytd was aber fun! pity those who dint go. haha. ytd we are having rach's farewell party at kbox, cineleisure there. we, meaning the 2e6, pple! it has been so long since we last met up and went out together! and i din regret going! haha.

rach was like carrying SO much things there la, cos everyone gave her so much presents. LOL. had lunch at BK, then lingling was like calling everyone except rach to record our voice for her. i so pity rach lo, she knows we are recording something for her, but she cannot listen to it until lingling burn the cd for her! haha. i think this present will be great la! its like, she'll be able recognise us throughour voice, and who knows wad they will say to her! haha.

aftertt went to kbox, i was like hyper there la! we changed rooms, from a damn small room to the biggest room! and we are like screaming and shouting, doing silly things. haha, so fun! i was hyper, keep doing the 1T1 the arghh, arghh thing. really stupid. the best part was the singing ' Dui Mian De Nv Hai Kan Guo Lai' part, everybody's practically shouting at the top of our voices. we sang 3 times i think. haha. lingling even recorded our voice for the third time! carn wait to listen!

rach wasnt bored at all, i thought she would at first, cos kbox was like for singing chinese songs, and their english songs are like take scenery like that. but i know she really did enjoyed themselves(:

took loads of pictures! but have to wait for edmund to post them up on the net. i want to see the pics la! i even did a cartwheel at kbox lo! since they wanted me to do. LOL!

this is absolutelt one of the best times i had in kbox. haha. rach still cried at the end of it, she really will miss us(: and we will too!

lets see who went to the kbox, ill list them out. lingling, xinling, yuning, edmund, kelmen, weijian, siangling, jiahui, lena, liqun, huiting, zhehan, shiyun, jieying, renee, corine, sonia, rachel, and me. everybody was like so crazy, even siangliang. haha. i finally got to know that, she LOVES JJ. LOL.

aftertt went to take neoprints, i love it la, seriously, i like rach better with short hair, she is now more 'huo2 po4' if u know wad i mean. she dun look as guai alr. haha. i absolutely love the neoprints la! really(:





and here's some photos took in kbox! haha. FUN!


edmund and kelmen. haha.


we've got such a big room! super nice!


can anyone just look at the camera?


xinling's singing! see, everyone listen until so shuang. LOL.


lena! u extra la!


edmund and yuning, TWO aber GAYS.


haha, so cute, and i mean rach and lingling(:


jiahui, lena and jieying. lena, can smile 'zi4 ran2' abit not. haha.


renee and me! the two super hyper pple around(:


see, we're singing shan hu hai(: boy against girls!


i know, we are really cute(:


lena, me and rach. wads that green thing in their mouth?!

next, is some pics i took while going out with rach they all. and there's the pictures i took in class! my jie zuo(:


rach and chneying with their perfact smile(:


rach's drinking water, cutely.


picture taken by chenying, who says she have perfect skills. =/


the guy and the girl(: haha.


we're on the bus!^^


used SO much time to fill the board up with notices and junk lo!


check out for the class poll for the best gays in class!


and the shuaiest guy in class, take note! its SHUAIEST in class(:


and the chioest girl? the class is filled with them(:

im still preparing rach's present. i think it will be great(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, April 28, 2006
i said my blog will be on hiatus, but i cannot resist the temptation to use the com and blog! grrr, no determination at all la! cannot concentrate on my revision, so i steal a little of my revision time here to blog, just a little(: haha.

my advance papers are okay? maybe except only my social studies paper. it seemed that i have given up on it alr, i failed all 5 combine humanities paper, maybe i passed ONE? hais. dun even know whether i should continue studying it or not. the facts are getting me so confused! heng streaming that time i dint choose full literature and combined social studies and history lo. if not, i think my exams sure cannot make it le.

crapped at opposite school after the exams and SSP with chenying, shir, jac, clar, and yingzhen. brainstorming lame jokes la. i still love my joke, "Batman and Robin are on a mission, Batman wanted Robin to get into the car, so what did he tell him?" the answer is "Robin, get into the car!" stupid lame shit. but it made everyone laugh(: i love laughters. haha. they make me happy(=

aftertt went to rach's present. haha. you better not read here, rach. LOL. went home aftertt. i hope rach will like the presents i will give her(: cos i actually like them myself. haha.

on the way home, i had to pass through kovan MRT station, and there was a auntie in front of me, talking on the phone. and suddenly she shouted into the phone la! "Wei, call me don't want talk, call me for wad! Talk louder la!" and she was like shouting all the way la, and there was two cedar students in front of her la, and they actually turn and look at her and laugh out LOUD la. i mean its like really loud? and it was so funny. haha. everybody was like looking at that woman. haha. and there was this woman who was vomitting outside kovan mrt. i was walking with clar and jac, and i told clar, clar saw and she looked down, she dint want to watch! haha. jac ask where got? then she look at the woman, and so qiao la, the woman started vomitting with all those you-know-what coming out from her mouth. haha. so sick.

i feel so stressed in 3e3 la, like everybody's so competitive. like wad jac said, it's the first time in secondary school i actually felt stressed during exams. i don't really study for my exams, and i don't score as lousy as i am now. i guess it must be much worse if im in 3e2 la, cos they are really like the BEST class in the whole sec 3 level. maybe i should just study harder, grr, i need some motivation!! ^^

happy birthday, jiaming(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
after this post, my blog is officially on hiatus! i'll concetrating on my studies. i know its abit too late, my advanced exams have alr started, and the main exam is just in two weeks time! but i have to study sooner or later, so i'll study from today onwards!

todays advance paper was like boring la. i did exceptionally slow this time. left with only 15 plus mins. my first time lo! hahas. hope i score well.(: new south wales was boring, the questions was like so o.O, wth is it talking, that kind. and the given formulae are so freaking long, how to solve it, who knows?!

after sch went to J8 to eat, weiting went home after that, and we went to cut hair with rach! haha. actually, i kinda feel that i and chenying force her to cut one lo, she was so reluctant. nvm abt that, she has alr cut it. and i think she look nicer with short hair! she has got the cool, and bad girl look, with her short hair, and if she's not smiling. she don't look that guai anymore. haha.

i hope rach like my farewell present for her, haha.

Miscellaneous Questions!

1 What date is it?
25 april 06.

2 What time did you wake up?
mmm, 6.45am i think.

3 Did you go to somewhere else?
school, obviously.

4 What did you do there?
for my midyear advance exam! doomed!

5 How old are you?
15, waiting to be 16, and watch NV16 shows(:

6 Are you mature or immature?
im immature, yups.

7 What do you call your dad and mom?
ahbah and mi. weird huh?

8 Are you the only child?
i'm not sure, really. is she my sis?

9 Where do you go shopping?
shopping centre(: haha.

10 Do you believe in spells?
miracles(:

11 Where do you want to go now?
i want to go and study my social studies! test in TWO days time!

12 Do you want to get married? If yes, with whom?
not yet, im not ready, im still young okay!

13 If you were to marry a celebrity, who will it be?
keita tachibana~! haha.

14 Are you spoiled?
yar, i smell. LOL.

15 What is the most flattering compliment you have ever recieved?
"youre cute!" mmm, NO, that's not flattering, i knew it long ago;)

16 Do you like belly piercings?
ouch, the pain. yew.

17 How many kids do you want?
see first la, i shy. ^^

18 Any song that you're listening to?
nope, its so quiet at home.

19 Where do you think your best friend is?
in s'pore la!

20 When was the last time you talked to your best friend?
just, on the way home from j8, abt 6pm?

21 Do you think she needs you now?
need me for wad?

22 What do you want for your birthday?
just a few hugs and kisses from my family and freinds(:

23 Do you wear make-up?
no, im too lazy.

24 Would you get a tattoo?
ahh! i said NO! its so painful!

25 What should you be doing right now?
studying for my social studies which is in TWO days time!

26 Roses or wild flowers?
wild flowers, roses are so common.

27 Can you do anything freakish with your body?
yeah, why do you think i join gymnastics for!

28 Chicken or fish?
ahh, fishy fishy fishy fishy. hehe. sounds idiotic like you(:

29 Favorite Season?
autumn, it has got that magical feel. haha.

30 Is ice cream the best thing in the world?
i still love sushi(:

31 Had a resturaunt sing to you for your birthday?
can a restaurant sing? weird, it should go into the guinness world record!

32 Silver, gold or platinum?
silver is nice.

33 Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home?
i love my home sweet home!

34 Silly or serious romance?
silly(: and serious too!

35 What CD is in your CD player right now?
my cd player has been rotting since my mp3 started working.

36 Who was your favourite Spice Girl?
it's not my nian dai you know.

37 Favorite Disney Characters?
donald duck! aber cute!

38 Favorite fast food?
mos burger! i love rice burgers(:

39 Favorite book(s)?
any book except my english, chinese, history, social studies etc. textbooks.

40 Favorite Sports teams?
singapore team! i love s'pore! haha.

41 Favorite song?
just any song(:

42 What room is your computer in?
dining room. haha. weird.

43 What is your shoe size?
im not sure, it's 4 or 5. i have small feet(:

44 Happy or Scary movies?
scary! i love horror movies!

45 What will you be when you grow up?
just me.^^

46 Who do you consider your best friend?
weiting, rach and chenying(:


Would you ever?

47 End a relationship just because the person didn't say "i love you"?
crazy, my relationship would have ended long ago then.

48 Have sex before marriage?
next.

49 Go out with someone because you felt sorry for them?
haha, i dun feel sorry for anyone! im selfish you know!

50 Slap your best friend because she seduced your boyfriend?
no way. i dun slap pple, i just beat them up. hehe. (:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, April 24, 2006
havent been updating for some time. had been studying my maths at night, and i promised myself not to use the com. wasnt that successful, i still used a little of the com, but at least i tried. hahas. i feel so mugger and nerd all of a sudden. LOL.

have been practising gym for the whole week bah, almost, all because of today's competition. we really put in alot of effort lo, and really hope we can win at least sixth position, and we did it! we'vr got sixth! hahas. we'vr really done our best. i've got 7.02 for beam, 5.65 for floor, and 4.4 for bar. hahas. sounds so lousy rite, but it's quite good alr la! i nvr thought i would get 4.4 for my bar, cos i carn even do anything on my own, and i slipped and fell when i was competing(:

went on saturday to watch the level 5s compete. jasmine, simin, beijia, alicia, doreen and annling are competing. i really amuse annling la. her every move was like super tightened and graceful. jealous lo! hahas. jasmine was good too! but i nvr knew she would fail her beam, she did quite well, and only fell twice?

after they finished competing, i went to find erkee and we went to watch movie. we picked 'Eight Below', and the show was great! heng i nvr hear chenying anyhow say and miss the show la! the show is so damn sad and touching! where got like chenying say, so boring and want to get out of the cinema. i find the show very nice, and i cried throughout the movie! the scenes was like switching from DOGS to MAN, MAN to DOGS, i everytime it switches to dogs, i cry la. and when the dogs die, the tears like tap like that, cannot stop one lo. hahas. the show to me, is a MUST-WATCH, maybe i am someone who loves dog and animals alot, so the movie really interest me, i dunno. but it's really interesting(:

back at my cousin's hse just now, we are like sharing racist jokes and some lame shit. qimin asks stupid and lame questions, everyone was like -.-" when she revealed the answer. hahas. but i love the jokes. buahaha. so funny la!

and the jiecai incident, i hope he's okay, and will regain consciousness soon(: i believe that each and every one of us, will pray for his speedy recover, even if we know him anot. i don't know him, but i hope he will be okay soon. there's still alot of things waiting for u, be strong and jiayou(:

i got this survey from chenying, since i've not been online and blogging for so long, i'll be a damn good girl, and do it for her, since she tag me. i seriously think that i have a kind soul, belive it or not(:

15 things you might not know about me.
1 i am afraid of birds, although i am one(:
2 i can eat 50 sushis at one go, believe it or not.
3 i know, im not pretty, but seriously thinks im cute. i know you agree. (x
4 i love playing mahjong, poker, but unlike corine, im NO gambler.
5 i am super afraid of blackouts, it gives me a sense of insecurity.
6 i love horror movies, i once was afraid of them, but after the 'training' i got from my cousin, im immune to them(:
7 i seriously dislike bathing, but once im bathing, i hate to get out. hahas.
8 i can never imagine myself being a vegeterian. NEVER. life with only taupok, taufu. kill me, baby.
9 i thought that miracles exist, and i imagine myself as a pro gymnast or a scholar all of a sudden.
10 i love animals, dogs especially, so do go and watch 'Eight Below'. (x
11 i cannot eat spicy food, my food taste hot, and pple say its tasteless.
12 i am a VERY straightforward person.
13 i diskie pple by their looks. is that bad?
14 i am very stressed, but pple don't see it. i've got all the pressure from my cousins. all of them are either damn smart, sporty, or just outgoing. im none.
15 i look down on myself.

time to slp, i have a long day for tmr.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
i don't know, i just felt the urge of blogging now. haha. but there's nth to blog about! i just blog about 1 hr plus ago, and now here am i again!

i've got a secret to tell, and it's about yingzhen. actually it's just no big secret la, and it's a secret we all know. yingzhen's ming zhong qing ren! haha. she keeps dreaming in class, as said by jac, she's dreaming in class for 40 mins, and will suddenly turn and ask her, 'what to do ah?' and i know whose the guy! haha. tsk tsk, yingzhen ah, bad girl ah! think of guys. aiyo, concentrate on your school work la!

i'm in love with ruffles, chedder and sour cream, right now. i loved it long ago, but i just carn stop munching on it this two days! haha. just love the taste of the cheese! haha. im eating NOW! and it's like finishing alr la, have to buy again alr. i carn stop! haha.

i love my phone now, i just downloaded a theme for my phone, and it looks great!


take a look! it has got the calming effect and i think the colours are great! i like the wavy wavy lines also! haha.

there's public caning today, i dint dare to watch it, as usual. it's just so painful.

&still trying to find a happy ending

im gonna complain about schoolwork today, not because of the tchers, but because i suck at them. guess wad? i've got Amaths retest retest today, shawn said that it was Amaths re-retest. wads worse, there's only two of us having re-retest, cos we just keep failing the test, even though it's the SAME paper. crap. but heng, ms leong let us off(: so lucky la!

i think my chemistry is dying too. i cannot get wad mrs ang is trying to say, at all. wad mole concept, jianing jie says its easy, i don't know yet. and test is in two days! grrr, wad to do?! stupid lo, one week never go sch then like that. so much to catch up on. sick.

next is my physics. i failed my test again!! and it's again la! i've got 10/30, and i don't know why. my answers were just WRONG. damn. and there's smth strange and magical about ms ong's voice, it just puts me to sleep. my eyes just automatically close la! also dunno why. only hers and ms lea's one have this kind of effect on me lo. i think ms tan gim hua has a cute voice(: -.-"

i'm having tuition with my beloved cousin, jianing jie(: she's helping me with my maths and science. haha. hope i can understand what the subjects are all saying. i don't want to fail any of my midyear exams! i'll study very very very very hard la! hope i will do well lo!

gym competition has been postponed to sunday! and it's in the morning. im absolutely DEAD. how am i going to wake up?! it's like 6.30 in the morning la! i'll never be there on time one lo! hais. im very worried for the competition cos i have not practised yet la, and i've alr hurt my leg. hope all goes well for the competition(: jiayou everybody! lets do our best, gymnastics will rock on! (x

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, April 16, 2006
time flies, and it's one year since we've met and been together. there were many problems, but also many sweet moments together. i dint regret anything, and i wouldnt. it just gave me so much joy this year. i've learnt alot, and i know i have changed, but this doesnt matter. love you (:

he gave me this eeyore cup, and i nearly bought the same thing for him too(: hahas. i actually wanted to buy it for him on v.day, but i bought another. i was struggling which to buy. i really love it alot, thanks so much(: the necklace, i've sorted it out. see, im pro. hahas.

went to his ahma's hse for BBQ. and i was damn paiseh la! keep calling auntie, uncle, jiejie, gorgor, and i dont know who is who! his nephew was cute, he was afraid of me at first, but later he wasnt. and he wants me to carry him. hahas. he was super duper heavy la! walao, the hand like breaking when carrying him, but he's cute, so i don't mind(: just look at him!


he's eating his banana(:

i wasn't supposed to be going out tonight, but i went anyway. it isn't a 'One Year Annivesary' everyday, so i have to risk it. i really enjoyed being with you, and the pillow fight was great(: hahas. i hope to be like this everyday(:

ytd, went baibai in the morning with my anuties, uncles, and cousins. aftertt went to eat buffet for lunch. had to wait before we get to eat, so all the kids followed the aunties to a shop like Sasa. the adults looked at the lipstick those stuffs, and we are bored, so we played with all the nail polish. and i as the stupid one, was the one who they tested on, and here are the results:




cute, isn't it? the colours. my nails are small and ugly, i know.

had gymnastics in the morning, and i finally completed my floor routine. still cannot memorise it, and competition is next saturday, how fast is that? hahas. nvm. we are still as slack as ever. took photos with rach's phone. (x


see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. >:)


me, rach, nina and doreen(:


hear no evil, speak no evil, see no evil. LOL, all mixed up! =p


me and nina are so loving =X


me, nina, and rach. the SLACKERS!

today is a nice day, and it's my nice day. agree or not, i don't care(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, April 14, 2006
it's the 2nd post like in 2 or 3 hours? got this test from mad, so as a very nice girl, i will complete the test(: yups. but before that, i want to share something i saw from my friendster 'My Friends's' page. guess what i saw. i saw that eugene is actually from bball 'B' girls! hahas. eugene's gay!



Test
Name 20 pple you can think of right now at the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl.

1/chenying
2/weiting
3/rachel
4/erkee
5/jiajian
6/kelvin
7/jiaying
8/mother
9/jordon
10/ms leong
11/mr lee
12/clarissa
13/jacqueline
14/shirlynn
15/yingzhen
16/boonbin
17/jasmine
18/annlin
19/dosmond
20/derrick

START
1.how did u meet 14?
shirlynn, i met her in the 3e3 classroom(:

2.what would you do if u've never met 1?
chenying, my life will be boring like hell. who would pon CCA with me during primary sch, who will accompany me through my primary and secondary school life? gosh, it's just so unimaginable. x)

3.what would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
jordon and derrick, i will wish them xing fu kuai le. what to do, i always knew jordon was gay, derrick? i pity valerie. hahas.

4.did u ever like 19?
dosmond, i sure do! he's so cute with his mushroom hair. hahas. and i'm in love i with his gym skills! buahaha.

5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
jasmine and kelvin? i don't think so. jasmine so sporty and kelvin, quite sporty la, but he's pleasantly plump(x

6.Describe 3.
rachel, my best friend! haha. remember her as the girl who cannot stop smiling, or simply the laughing buddha. hahas. actually, you don't even have to do that, you will just rmb her sweet smile when you first see her. ^^

7.Do u tink 8 is attractive?
my mother, she's definitely attractive! that's why she gave birth to a girl like me, as attractive, cute, pretty as her. =X hahas. seriously she is, everyone says so, including me(:

8.Tell me sth about 7.
jiaying, she's the one who tagged me this test, i wouldn't blame her, cos it's just seriously bored. thanks for this interesting test(:

9.Do you know any of 12's family?
clarissa, nope, i don't know her family. i don't think i know her well enough yet. and it's YET. mmm, what if she has a very shuai elder brother, i should ask her about her family soon. LOL.

10.What's 8's favourite?
my mother, her fav is me la! need me say more?

11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
annlin, i'll blush. buahaha. if really confess, i will arghh! how can? and run away. how dramatic(:

12.what language does 15 speak?
yingzhen, she talks crap language. actually i don't hear her talk often. she seemed so quiet in school. xp

13.Who is 9 going out with?
jordon, no one i think. who wants to go out with him?! lelong ah, jordon free of charge!

14.how old is 16 now?
boonbin, if his birthday passed alr, he should be 15. if haven pass then is 14 la! how i know!

15.When's the last time u talked to 13?
jacqueline, just hours ago, when we are in sch(:

16.what is 2's favourite band/singer?
weiting, not sure. hahas. im such a bad best friend. i guess it must be yangchenlin or smth like that la. i don't know.

17.would u ever date 4?
erkee, sure<3 how accurate can this get?!

18.would u ever date 7?
jiaying. NONONONO! i don't want to be les!

19.Is 15 single?
yingzhen, she's kind of mysterious. im not sure.

20.What is 10's last name?
ms leong. last name is LEONG? or that one is first name? arghh, so luan.

21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
serious relationship with mr lee?! hahaha. no way man, there's like a 20 year old gap la! haha. crazy ah!

22.What school does 3 go to?
rachel, zhonghua la. but she's going to china soon.

23.Where does 6 live?
kelvin, he live in serangoon lo.

24.What's yr fav thing about 5?
jiajian, so long nvr see him alr. miss his retarded face. x)

25.Have u seen number 1 naked?
chenying, half naked? hahas. i saw! or i peeped?

i would tag anyone. this is just so lame. and im such a nice and considerate girl. (:

&still trying to find a happy ending

everybody had finish their 2.4 alr! yay. sec 3s damn good la, the weather so windy today. that day ran with the sec 4s, wahsai! so damn hot lo! run until faint ah! nvm about that. i did my 5 items today, and it was fine(: hahas.

did the gym routine today, mine was the same as jasmine, which was so difficult la! her moves some very guai, and some very fast lo! also dunno how leh. must learn. 6 more days to gym competition, and we are still so unprepared! grrr. i only did like 1/5 of my routine la! and all is like 'dance' moves. no skills at all. like dancing chinese dance like that. haha!

rach said something today. 'i checked the SPO today, and i found that i have only two weeks left.' gosh. i dint know how to reply her. i believe doreen dint know either. i was like o.o, wad should i say. -.-" i really dunno how to reply la. i carn change the fact that she is leaving. i carn seem to let her forget about it. i feel so lousy about it. 2 weeks left, and wad have we done for her, nothing la! we talked about wanting a gathering, and we still had not done anything yet. everybody's busy with their own things. hais. just hope to do smth for her, before she leaves.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, April 13, 2006
i got a pathetic D for my 2.4! and it sucks, cos its damn tiring la! have to run 2 rounds, and when i am 3/4 through the 1st round, my eyes were all blur with those weird weird greeny shiny stuffs. i was fainting alr la, so i stopped and walked. if i dint feel dizzy, i would have stopped too(: hahas. i have poor determination. hahas. at least i'll get i silver. the 5 items i think no BIG probs bah. *fingers crossed*

jiayou to all sec3 pple running 2.4 tmr(: especially e3 pple. hahas. I AM BIASED. so what? all e3 must run below 10 mins! buahaha. try your best la. hahas. have fun~ LOL.

and i got a pathetic 3 for my Amaths test. shitybananas. =X

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
im running 2.4 tmr! grrr, nina only told me this morning! walao. thought is this thursday, then still got 2 more days to rest before running. now, it's less than 24 hours away! HOW! my stamina havent recover yet, after this serious sickness, and i do not have much stamina anyway. SO HOW TO RUN! and running with the sec 4s leh! wth, they all run so fast, later im the last few to come back. haiyo! so stressed.

i havent done my 5 items too, and im worried for my pull ups. i nvr could do alot of it. so, hais. i dun wan to get bronze, silver. i want get GOLD! arghh. hope i wun fail this time. *fingers crossed*

im gonna rest, it will be a busy and stressful day tmr. kambate! ^^

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, April 09, 2006
pple are like feeling so SAD and ANGRY nowadays, including me? maybe not. life's okay, but it's me thats spoiling it. i really need to learn and change myself a little. i know im stubborn, i dunno how to give in to pple, i too self-centered, I KNOW EVERYTHING. but how do i change it? i dont know, i have to find a way, quickly, unless i want to lose ALL those around me who care and love me. it will be too late if i only learn after they have really left. i hope not to disappoint anybody again, also myself. just be good, and that's it.

i miss you, and this is not a waste of time, and will never be.

get well soon(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, April 08, 2006
my ma din allow me to go to sports day, so im stuck at home once again. boredom. hariz told me gym gals won 1st and guys 2nd for running! cool~ ^^ jasmine they all are just pros! hahas.

arent on good terms now with my parents, dun wanna talk to them. they too dun want to talk to me, so it's fine afterall. heard that e3 pple are studying and doing homework during sports day?! wad the hell. maybe it was really boring, i dunno, how i wish i knew la! walao!

thanks bala for all those hw and test reminders!(: appreciates it. and thankyou all those who cares for me, and love me.^^ haha. im well alr. but where's my books ah?

i miss you, alot.

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Thursday, April 06, 2006
went to see doc again just now, and i am given MC until friday. so this whole week never go sch at all lo. my thraot swollen, my right eye too. T.T im so dead. the doc told me to take my weight and guess wad? 39.8! i dropped 2 kgs in 2 days la. i was supposed to be 42 kg one lo. sian.

at least today i can eat my food alr, ytd cannot lo. feel like vomitting everything out. so sick. i wan to get well soon!! i wan to go to sch, i wan go sports day! *sob*

some pictures i found, so interesting. they are made of paper la! walao. aber pro can!
























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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
2nd post of the day, sick at home is just not fun. i carn stand it! my sorethroat really sucks! i czrn even swallow my saliva, its darn pain la! and i need to cough, and im afraid that i may cough out blood, if i use too much strength. i dunno wad to do alr la! im feeling weak all over. grrr. not going to sch again tmr, dun miss me too much guys, although it's only 2 days. hahas.

took my temperature in the morning, 37.4, not having fever. but guess wad? i took my temp during my visit to the doc, and my temp rise up to 38.4! wahsai. just 1 to 2 hours difference only leh. and there's so much medicine to take, sian.

i missed my history test today, and im kinda glad. i totally forgot all about it, and din bring my textbook home. at least i will be able to study for the next few days(: but i dun really like retest la, it will be SO LONELY. LOL.

5 items test for NAPFA on thursday, i scared i wun be well by then la, then how to do? maybe sit and reach will be okay, i just have to sit down and stretch as far as i can la. but the others, shuttle run, sit up, pull up, standing board jump, not energy how to do?! sian. i want to get gold again lo. hais. just pray hard.

he is going to thailand on friday, with his sis, dun really want him to go, but still hope he'll enjoy himself la. yar. his like so stress recently, he need to relax abit. and hope he will be well, DON'T GET SICK OKAY? hahas. and thx for peiing me okay, im okay la, not very sick alr. (:

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i should be in school, studying for my history test after sch during this higher chinese period. and what am i doing now? at home blogging for my stupid blog! hais. if it's weiting, she'll say "you so good, no need come sch! and still complain, i want stay at home also cannot lo!" but im me, and i want to go to sch la! dun wan to miss out any fun. but on a second thought, i dun really want to go to sch in this hair of mine! gosh, so short la. hais.

im having a fever? sore throat, flu la. and it sucks. i carn even swallow my saliva, so damn painful lo. and im feeling weak, carn imagine later still have to walk to the clinic and see doctor! grrr.

on the prize giving day, wenqin came back to receive her prize and see us, the gym pple. wenqin was supposed to go from NA to express with xinmei, but wenqin felt stressed up, so her parents let her transfer sch. and i really pity xinmei. she was very lonely la, in class, she's all alone. then when wenqin ask about it, she kept saying no la, no la, but her eyes turned red la, and she cried.

the campus superstar ytd, was so crap. i watched it with my mum, and we kept commenting on the 4 finalist, the judges, zhangdongliang, those who are OUT alr, blah. and it's so funny. the judges, was like sai la, they always say, 'wo hen xi huan, i like, very nice, MORE BODY LANGUAGE, MORE FACIAL EXPRESSION, very good.' then, when the zhangdongliang was singing, me and my mum keep commenting. 'tsk, not enough body language, keep stand there only, no facial expression' hahas. so funny la. but guess wad, we both fell aslp when watching. how boring, they kept singing slow songs. *yawn*

with that, thank you(:

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Sunday, April 02, 2006
happy april fool's day. how happy. it's such a pity that april fool's day is on a sat when i got into such a nice class like 3e3! dunno how much fun we'll have together if it's on a weekday! i bet loads of pple will get fooled! (: like wad liqun had said in her post, next yr's april fool's day will be on sunday! gosh! how suay can we get? although we'll be fooled la, yes, but i would like to get fooled. hahas. cos it just makes up the FUN memories we have together. hahas.

mr keong wanted us to perform the gym thing we did during the prize giving ytd again. he said he will then give us the 4 merit points. hahas. everybody was not concentrating la, hahas. who cares actually. everyone was tired, including me, and all the skills were half way done. simin helped us record it down, it was okay ba. LOL.

the gym performance ytd was not too bad? i guess so, everybody is screaming and shouting on stage when the curtain closed. we dint cared about the pple sitting down there. we are just so happy that we completed the thing w/o any accidents. love this BIG family! everybody just rocks! hahas.

after gym, went to meet erkee and go cut my hair, cos alot of tcher told me to cut la. hahas. took the same bus with rach and jiachin, sec 1 junior, and he was talkative, unlike his looks! hahas. we chat and there was this weird kid who came along, and sat down beside jiachin. and he join us talking. he was so weird la, and his talking din make any sense, so we dinnoe how to ans him. one thing he said was, 'u know rite, MATHEMATICS HYPER, u cancel the letters behind will become Mathematics Hyper, MH, which is mental hospital ah!' and he laughs. -.-" wads so funny la, so i ask him, 'so you want go anot?' and he din reply me.

after that, i got off the same stop with rach. which leaves jiachin and the boy who is in pri 4 on the bus. and jiachin look at us very innocently la, hahas, he very dont want to stay in the bus lo. i said good luck to him and BYE! we went down the bus. i cannot imagine what happen after we left. i think jiachin must have got a headache afterthat lo. so suay! LOL.

erkee brought me to his hairdresser la. the auntie quiet nice, but i dinnoe wad to say. so sick la, so i keep smiling and luffing, felt like rach somehow. hahas. when she cut finish it was OKAY. everything was fine. but she nvr cut my hair behind. and she cut again! gosh, become so short. LOL. i rather i nvr cut lo. sian. dun dare to go out alr la. thanks for the BEST april fool's prank huh, erkee? LOL. nvm la, he say 2 months grow back alr. just wait for 2 months. -.-" so long.

i think i got fever, not feeling very well. very tired leh. my father's friend say at my age, its easier to get fever, and when u get fever u grow taller! wth.

I WISH I GET FEVER EVERYDAY. hahas. (:

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